Feeling a Little Better

So I've decided to update my list, just so the people who read this (if they exist) know what's going on in my life!

Application Submitted, Complete
Albany Medical College
Albert Einstein College of Medicine
FSU
Howard
Jefferson
NYMC
SUNY Downstate
SUNY Buffalo
UMiami
Tufts
UMDNJ-RWJ
UMDJ-NJMS
UF
UMaryland
URochester

Withdrew Pre-secondary
USF

Invited to Interview (haven't attended yet)
Temple

Pre-Interview Hold
Penn State
Drexel
SUNY Upstate

Post-Interview, Waitlist
GW

Rejected
VCU
WVU
EVMS
Georgetown
Boston U

So, long story short, very grateful for my two interviews, hoping for more, but most importantly hoping for acceptance off GW's waitlist!

This is stressful, but I'll make it through!

Sigh....

Good news and bad news.

Bad news first, because it's what has been weighing on my mind since this morning. People who interviewed around the time I did have gotten acceptances. I haven't. I mean...I'm not sure what I was thinking, how I could have possibly thought that I would get accepted outright. I haven't heard from GW yet, but I'm pretty sure that that means I've been waitlisted, and my heart is broken. In the past, the trend was an e-mail and then a packet in the mail for accepted students. Waitlisted students didn't hear anything until they got that letter in the mail.

So many people were rooting for me, and I appreciate it so much, but at the same time it makes it hurt more that this didn't pan out. This waitlisting means that so much in my life can't happen. So much hinged on this letter. And this is best possible scenario! I could possibly be rejected.

My heart is seriously broken. This hurts so much more than last year.

On the other hand, I have another interview at Temple. It's at the end of the month, and on top of the stress of being waitlisted at this school, I have to worry about this interview. I'm trying to be positive, but some days, it just doesn't pay to get up.